Is death the only answer?
I lay awake almost every night, my mind buzzing with words to describe how I feel
My mind is racing, not shutting down, its unreal
I close my eyes and I think of you
All my thoughts are sinking ones, its almost true
I have good memories and moments I can recall
But I fear that those days are over, ones of me standing tall
So many rungs down I have fall
No level playingfield to stand on, no light at the end of the tunnel
Just dark roads and clouds up ahead
Will the only thing that can ever change that
Be my death?