End of an Era – where to now?
So I have been hovering at the end of an era for a while, I’m a little lost as to where I am in my life, who to trust, even who truly cares, I don’t want to bore or depress people, yet right now I feel like I probably could, Its not all doom and gloom, I’m excited too, fresh new challenges may await me soon, priorities are a little fucked up and my mind doesn’t seem to want to allow me to change them. I thought a lot on my walk home from town tonight, wanted to say something to someone but I know its pointless so I figured I’ll write it on here.
I’m a fool no more, take the piss you’re gone
This is how I want it to be now
But I know this ain’t gonna happen, I don’t work like that
Pretty soon all will be forgiven
You have to go so over the top for me to never regret, telling you to take a hike
and purposefully forget, but I’m a softie at heart and this I know it burns me next
People try to keep me to being who I am, with a big heart, a lot of time for everyone
They say don’t cut your ties with them, deep down you know that they care
But they care when it suits them, I care unconditionally, I expect the same back
I’m not saying I don’t appreciate your words
But you clearly are trying to help, caring as you are, you are not one of those, the worst
So don’t think that I would not rather agree, but its not that simple really
I time and time pick up the pieces, make the effort to sew things up
I don’t take the piss myself, so why should anyone do that to me
You say you understand where I shoot from, but yet you try to make me see things from a different angle
I’m pretty level headed, the game always changes but the rules always stay the same
Treat people how you would like to be treat and roughly don’t be a dick
So I rest my case
No heads need to be banged together, no mediation required
Just for all parties included to stop being fucking liars!