When you’ve been as low, or as unfulfilled as I have in most departments of my life, for a good few years, then something just happens that changes your attitude, the way you see someone or life in general, you kind of notice, but for me something clicked recently, a spark was set a light and I felt alive again. I want to write something about it and so I’m going to try piece it together.
I didn’t expect this!
I know my heart and my head are agreed, they want to rush into this with you,
I know I need to calm, at least a little believe
But I thought I had no chance, I thought it was gone with you
I’m still scared, paranoid to shit but I’m hopeful that it’ll pass
That one day, I’ll have made it and it’s you i’ll ask
But for now just bare with me while I try to slow down
My head and my heart don’t agree very often, but now they do, it’s hard to argue
I don’t want them to fight, I want this to work out alright,
Just bare with me while I slow down
I’ve not got the best control, but I’ll give it a go,
Maybe you can tell but am crazy about you
I probably seem like a putz, at the moment
But I’m just trying to slow down, keep control but not lose you
All at the same time
So forgive me and if you can
Try help me not fuck this up!
I’m the kind of guy who is sometimes too full on
I can’t help it, I don’t do things by half, if I like you, I like you, and that’s that
That’s not it all though, cos sometimes I’m frozen, I stand there alone
So yeah I’m a little broken, but nobody’s perfect
You can’t say fairer than that
This is not what I thought would happen,
I was sure another girl would be in this song
I’m not complaining, I’m so fucking happy
But I’m still sad, cos I’ll probably fuck it up!