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9 years

Woah, it has apparently been 9 years since I joined wordpress, I originally started through a local college, where I studied new media, including music technology, which in a word was one of the best decisions in my life. I owe it all to my recreational drug use really, I’m not ashamed or proud of that period of my life, I loved it but it was a rollercoaster and it has opened my mind and heart a lot, making it equally more amazing and tough to soldier on in life these days.

I wanted to write something today and only came to realise the above because of the notification that I past that 9 year mark recently. I wanted to share about how my mind often races, giving me so many amazing ideas, too many and limiting it seems me to that phase of the process. The ideas flood to me constantly but being able to sort them and fine tune one to make it something special seems alien, seems unattainable. Often I find it easier to just waffle on and hope for the best.

At the minute I am playing at least 10 games, across PC, PS4 and Android devices, in my desire to get back into making music I recently picked up a Push 2, expensive as it is, I just wanted the freedom it offered and to try revitalize my musical muscles, it has not yet worked, but with a full time job it is hard to find the arsity if I’m honest. My brain doesn’t stop at that however, I saw a post from a new friend of mine, about her going into acting and my ideas of writing for Doctor Who resurfaced, I always wanted to write for Doctor Who or my own novel or some fan fiction for one of my many fandoms, an ultimate mashup of Potter, The Doctor and Borderlands worlds’ in a weird crossover but as I said the ideas flood me and seem to paralyse me to the mundane working week and must do something fun of the weekend or evenings.

I sit typing, knowing that I am capable of so much more, will it be this year I am free to act, or will I remain trapped by my own paralysis!


Just a Post

Ok I was thinking what to write, not really sure what, but I wanted to write something down, been under a bit of stress lately, got some things going on and its going to be a month or two before I can realistically say things will calm down. Blasting out the reggae as I limber up for some cleaning of ze flat.

I notice more and more each day, so many things I should be doing, but never pluck up for want of a better phrase the arsity, I’m always chasing that happiness, always wanting to be doing something fun or enjoyable. I have a remix to work on but as it is not just for fun I seem to be avoiding it a little. Today I hope to make a least some productive effort towards a few things. Tidying, Remixing and getting a little organised. Lets hope I can for once carry this through a little more than a few minutes haha.

Anyway, on a side note, if you want to check out my music, i’d appreciate the love . . .